Author: Miles Alex (Page 11 of 14)

“Desire”

Each time I see you I wish that you were mine
Someone else is fortunate, this I know
To have you and to call you his

My ambitious mind in mockery does aspire
That I were he, enjoying the sweet things
That only you can give
But God blesses only the good
The unfortunate like me
Live and die in agony

Inviting One, speak not the sweet words that you do
Offer no longer your polite smile
For my heart cannot appreciate
That behind it all lies mere courtesy
No, it cries, she cares for me
Oh, that fantasy could become reality!
Such a dream come through would be too heavenly

If someday you e’er should be lonely
And need a friend to share your burdens
I’ll be waiting to offer my longing arms
Until that moment I’ll hope and pray
That God will bless you today and everyday.

“A Wandering Dreamer”

A rugged terrain
My lonely feet do trod
Passing by a million faces
That I’ll never see again

A load upon my shoulder
This weight upon my soul
Sweat dripping
From my dusty skin
Yet to my destiny
I must proceed
From this
I cannot ever recede

Yonder young couple
Their love blossoms
Beneath the sprawling tree
Oh, it reminds me
That I am free!

Ha! free I say?
It would be better
I am sure
Were I too a captive
Of someone’s warm embrace

Alas! This tortured mind of mine
Dreaming and aspiring!
To lofty heights it soars
Oblivious for a while
That I am just
Plain and lonely me

‘Tis dark again
I should be glad
My weary back to rest
Yet this recurring gloom
For foolish dreams
Once more
Will haunt me
In my imaginary room

We’ll travel
Over hills and peaks
The stars our only witness
Our lips will meet
In that sweet and fond caress
But come dawn
Like yesterday, once more
You’ll be gone

Someday soon
I hope and pray
When I turn another bend
This journey will be
At its lonely, long-awaited end.

“The Continuing Saga Of An NYC Man In Search Of A Date…Principles (And Some Comforters!) Before Love!”

Indeed, meeting people in the city can present a range of challenges – for both men and women. Some are brave enough to adopt extreme measures like going up to someone and claiming to be lost and in need of directions, pretending to be a talent scout, showing up at picnics in the park where one’s name is not on the guest list, and a range of other techniques.

Then when one does meet someone, one has to try to weed out the fakes, those with hidden agendas, those fronting, those double parked while promising to spend eternity with you, those who are as real as the weapons of mass destruction in Iraq, people who are after your wallet, your body, your belongings, and the list goes on.

Yes indeed, one can walk up to anybody in the subway and meet him or her – but meeting a genuine, real person is sometimes quite a challenge here in the city.

Yeah, I’ve decided that the only way to meet genuine people is to be sincere and up-front about your intentions and say what you’re looking for in a relationship – be it romantic, sexual, short-term, long-term, etc.

The next time I meet a lingerie model at my neighborhood bar here in the city and she invites me home for coffee, I’ll just ask her to be candid and let me know what her intentions are. Is it coffee or is it coffee? It may very well be that I’ll acquiesce to what she’s seeking but I’d rather she come clean about her intentions.

Oh well, I did meet another Victoria’s Secret Model the other day and asked her the same question in her Central Park West apartment after we met at a bar and she invited me over for coffee. Well, she got really upset and showed me the door!

But I’m a principled man, I wanted her to be honest with me. Hey, I can live proudly with myself as I spend long winter evenings under two quilts, three comforters, two blankets, looking at a nightgown catalog and seeing her there as I never saw her before and never ever will outside those pages!

LOL, you win some, you lose some. Principles before Love…just keep some blankets handy!!

“The Unkindness of History”

History sure has been unkind to peoples in different settings all over the world.

I often think of America and what a great country she is, and how blessed I am to enjoy her magnificence. But I also think of those who, from the inception, contributed to her present-day status. Europeans, African slaves, indigenous peoples, all participated, voluntarily, or involuntarily, in the formation and development of the United States of America. The blood, sweat, and tears of millions have left a trail and legacy in the history books.

Some have argued that it was a “Manifest Destiny,” a design by God, that Europeans should settle this great expanse and  exploit its natural resources, and in the process create the greatest superpower in human history. Yet, though founded on the principles of equality and disregard for class, race, or religion, the nation took a few hundred years to live up to its professed doctrines.

One reflects on a history that also includes lands taken from Native Americans and enslaved labor brought to work those lands. Crimes against groups of peoples were part and parcel of the process. Somehow, it’s hard to look back with a Machiavellian perspective, and give a standing ovation on the basis of the philosophy that the end justifies the means.

Make no mistake, millions of Americans – born and naturalized – stand in awe of this great land. They are thankful to be a part of a country that affords everyone the opportunity to pursue their maximum potential – and to do so in a society that does not bow down to royalty or require social class or religion as a prerequisite to achieving the best in life.

I do wonder though why so many innocents had to be destroyed for a great country to emerge. Was it just another example of Darwin’s theory of the survival of the fittest? Was there really a “Manifest Destiny”? Was there no other way for such a magnificent country to emerge?

Perhaps the writer’s imagination in me rises too often and rouses my sentimentalities and consciousness to events of yesterday best left alone. Perhaps, one needs to focus absolutely on the status quo and the future. In my journey through life as a writer I often seek answers…and I am often bewildered at the sacrifice of untold millions throughout human history in all parts of the world.

Indeed history seems to have been unkind to many. Somehow, some events of the past six thousand years, and of today, in America and in different parts of the world, seem to counter the concept of a Divine Being. Maybe God has stepped aside to let us do our own thing? Maybe the metamorphoses that nations, societies, peoples, groups, individuals undergo are a constant struggle for superiority – without the intervention of a God?

What I do concede is that America’s history does have its blemishes – but so does the history of every civilization. Maybe the day will come when we no longer have to claim that it was divine destiny that some be sacrificed so that others could prosper.

Possibly, the answer is to accept the mistakes of the past without reference or need for divine justification. Perhaps, we all need to acknowledge that  casualties are inevitable as history evolves…and that, as modern societies, we must learn to adapt, to minimize suffering, and try to enforce equity…and to continue our march forward, without looking back too much at the past…and without seeking divine justification for the acts of man.

“Being The First Is Not Always The Best”

There are so many who make a mad dash to be the first in some endeavor or attainment. Being first has its positives, and can be an exhilarating experience both for the one who gets there and for those who root for one.

If, though, in order to get there, you lack authenticity, try to appeal to all and sundry as being in accord with everyone, put on a phony act, or get to the finishing line via devious means orchestrated by some supporters and others who violate the rules of the game…if you attain a first time distinction or place like this, the facade will one day crumble.

You’ll end up a loser and those who wanted you to be the first will go away bitter and disappointed. Better to finish the race without pretense and let the time come when the genuine article gets there.

Being the first is not always the best – for you or for those who wish you well.

“Memories Of A Lost Love”

My roaming mind keeps moving in the misty past
Reviving dreams that did not last
Oh, that I could turn back the hands of time
And bring back those sweet yesterdays!

The hopes I’ve had are now become illusions
Like a broken piece of glass
My dreams lie shattered into a million pieces

My darling, that you still were by my side
Caressing the moonlight with your illustrious beauty
Holding me in your warm embrace
Oblivious to the screeching sounds
Of life’s unending race

But alas, time, immortal foe of man
Keeps moving on!
Without an adieu, you were gone
Leaving behind all the hopes and dreams we cherished

My passions, gone amok
Keep soaring above magnificent heights
Rivers of tears stream down my solemn face
This my only comfort, yet I cannot persevere

Enchanting One, Queen of my emotions
Enlighten his life the way you did mine
Love him with your tenderness
And make him feel divine

Let him taste the paradise of your lips
That once quenched my thirsty being!
Make him promises and give him dreams

But one thing, I pray
Do not offer him the cup of life
Only to take it away.

“Urban Madness”

Alone, I feel the pangs
City dweller, I travail
Overwhelmed by the ordeals
Of my daily life
And overcome by the constant cacophony
Resounding through my enervated bones

Sinister faces encountered each day
Seem harsher along the way
Millions to my left and right
Yet my heart cries out in loneliness

Yesterday’s pastures
Ebb and flow from my mind
Offering transitory relief
Like they always do

Yet I pray, sweet precious memories
Do not fade away
For you are my only solace
In this jungled mass
I made my new home.

“Escapades Of An NYC Man In Search Of A Date”

Referrals , My Friend?

A Peruvian friend of mine swore his sister would do the trick for me in getting me to meet some nice Latinas. Yeah, she introduced me to some alright – one was seeking a green card, the other was about to be deported, one was being fitted for new lower and uppers at the dentist, another was on a tummy tucking regimen, and when another giggled she made sounds that would put a rhino to shame. Yeah, they were all nice people. But I was looking for both nice and sexy.

Directions, Please!

I’m constantly encountering strange women that fascinate me. Story of my life – beautiful woman walks in front of me in subway car. I stand in awe. She gazes in my direction, makes eye contact, even asks directions. My knees buckle, I start to stammer, the directions won’t come out. Beautiful woman moves on to gray haired older guy horizontally bent over newspaper. He gives directions and even exits train with her to walk her to her address. I exit train, walk home by myself. Realize I got off at wrong stop. Once again I lose possible encounter with exotic stranger and miss stop to boot.

Nothing To Repent For?

In my own case, I often find myself regrettably, after a night of clubbing, ending up in church the next day with no sins on my record from the previous night for which to repent. And when I look behind all I see are a couple of ladies fixing their wigs, spitting gum, rubbing Bengay on their arms, and showing the marvels of Polident as they wink at me.

Chivalry Will Get You Nowhere!

A man has to be aware these days of strange vixens who wink and smile on a rainy day…no matter how lonely he might be here in NYC seeking a friend. I once took off my recently purchased Ralph Lauren overcoat and laid it on the street for the fair damsel I had never seen before but who was sultry looking and kept winking at me on a snowy, rainy winter evening years ago. She appeared to be distressed by the puddles all around near the traffic lights.

Not only did she take up my gallant gesture, she also took up my expensive overcoat, jumped into a cab and sped away leaving me shivering and ducking for shelter in a vain attempt to get some warmth. I ended up that night in a Mexican bar drinking tequila and talking to a drunk named Moe who kept telling me through hiccups and belches of the many lost overcoats he had witnessed from his bar stool near the window.

“A Star Whose Glow Need Never Fade”

As you travel through life, never under-estimate your star power. You may not realize it, but you are a star.

The stars you see in entertainment news are stars too. Sometimes their stardom lasts a year or two, sometimes several decades. You star will last a lifetime. You have the power to make a difference in the lives of those you encounter each day along the way.

Your demeanor, disposition, personality, the vibe you exude, can put a smile on someone’s face – or take it away. You interact each day with someone – a neighbor, the mailman, a boss, a subordinate, a customer, a fellow passenger. The karma you give out will come back the way you send it out.

Yes, we may not all make the news, or bask in the spotlight of flashing cameras and neon lights – but we are all stars.

As you journey along, leave a twinkle, not a snarl or a bitter trail…and you’ll be a star whose glow need never fade.

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